Finding the songs that people around me are singing is actually an easier task than expected . After a crayy day - maths , reports , confronting sir of subject change - just sitting back now , headphones on , and eyes shut . Shontelle's Impossible is one of the songs stuck in my head , thanks to my beautiful friend hahah . And also classy vocals from Love Never Dies : Why does she love me ? Yeaahs shadows was humming tunes from POTO and LND , so yeaahs . . . thankyouu guys for the songs , rly needed it (:
So it has been shady day with the early fog blanketing the morning rays . It's actually building up anxiety in me . Pathetic fallacy for the unknown future . . .
Heyys new timetable todayys . Yeaahs nws guys , i would feel totally welcome if youu guys treat me like a normal student . But rather , youu guys put sah much pressure on me and some of youu even viewed me in bewilderment whilst i did the work . Please guys , she gives youu time in class to do your work , mind just quietly doing it rather than constantly looking over ? Fish of out water def today . But nahhs they're a nicee laid-back bunch , just not used to the uhh . . . different atmosphere and the loud sounds hahah . I'll get used to soon , a must thoughs . Hmms . . . oh yeaahs so i've suddenly become traitor number two ? And nawws mr.roars thought we bonded with the betrayer tie , but no youu also pushed me aways ): Ahh im rly missing my 3u class . . . gonna take quite a long time to remember to walk to this class . . . miss even waited for me to take one last look at the class . . . sighh D;
Well let's pump up the night and recharge for the following week with the latest ep of rm . 147 with flower boy guests kim soo hyun and lee hyun woo :D omomo , its just too much this week hahah . Just look at them , sahh beautiful hahah just casually putting shadows aside for this description . Yeaahs minifangirling at this very moment . Pretty good ep i reckon , with all those missions . Self explanatory todays , nvmnvm :L
I had an absolutely disastrous morning , glad this week is not the week of my birthdayy hahah . Anywayys i woke up late and sped out of the house . Racing towards the train station , an unsightly view laid flat out in front of me ; there was trackwork . But luckily there was an express bus to fairfield then canley . So as i waited for the bus , i prayed not to be late . Hopped onto the bus and took off to canley , cept i overslept on the bus and missed the canley stop , finally alighted at cabra . I began walking FROM CABRA TO CANLEY . . . i saw a bus pause near canley station - which can take me straight to tutor and saving about 20mins of walking - but i missed it by a split second . . . yeaahs nws my luck couldnt get worse , i mean being late for about 15mins was pretty crappy start to the day already . But no , i end up splashing puddles , screeched at by a few cats , and stacking it . . . Yeaahs beautiful morn tbh - but thank goodness my seat wasnt taken , or else i'd be stuck in the middle of surrounding heaters -
Well putting that aside , oppa and i left the others to vlounge and began planning for my birthday event . I know , yeaahs ofc i didn't put much into the planning , but still made an effort ? Hahah wells the planning and lunch was pretty good alreadys , but then marshii called up , and ionos if im still awkward with him or what , but i was smiling throughout the whole call . Nawws so thats why he asked when tutor finished for me , wanted to have lunch with everyone . . . aishh whyy then didnt youu go ?? wonder if it's cause i didnt go . . . actually nahhs probs cause shadows didnt go either . Wait whoas , did they decide not to go cause i wasn't there ? Uhh . . . wows . . . hahah ego rising hahah nahhs im all normal agains . But if they did just that , then wows , im astonished and touched (:
Now that happy-ish situation aside . . . sighh so i broke the news to my eng tutor that i was quitting . Her reaction nearly made me burst into tears straightaways . I remembered the first lesson i had her , the whole time i was thinking ' what ? are all eng tutors crayy like this ? ' . After that phase passed , i remember walking into class thinking ' woo ! another eng lesson ! it's gonna be such a bewilderment once again ' . She rly is an amazing teacher and friend , and im so upset to leave ):
So yeaahs . . . wows last lesson todays and srsly gonna miss all these 3u buddies . . . Havent confirmed it , but yeaahs most likely choosing the option of acing 2u . Sighhs there are so many amazing and supporting friends there , but mms hopefully this change will allow me more moments to see them in the future . Think that would be for the better . Actually teared up again this lesson . . . Oh and even though mr.retard was theres , marshii was actually cheering me up - esp using shadow's method of vocals hahah - Ohkays so let's give it a fresh start on monday , just a fresh as these peas are ^ omo a reminder of a must watch movie ; three peas in a pod (:
Decisions , decisions , decisions . . . So have youu ever come to a crossroad and youu beginning to stare at the post which shows where each pathway leads to ? Yeaahs im sure youu have , if youu haven't , i have no idea of what kinda life youu live . Well well so i've given great amt of thought into dropping a unit of maths - whoas asian sinning right there - but yeaahs nows that i've been through a possible last lesson today , i wavered . I don't wanna drop it anymore . Sighh iono anymores , where my determination had trailed off to . . . hmms :S
Ohkayys im nearly finished with the organising thing , cept i still havent got the person i crayy want to go yets . I've tried many means of avoiding the direct questioning from me , but ionos guess i might have to present the question straight up tmrs , not gonna turnout great at all .-. oh yeaahs besides that dilemma , we had a weird physics lesson today - one that was basically run by us for the whole lesson hahah - It was a little strange without sir's guidance though . But mehhs we all pulled through and had a lovely comment for our performance - even though half the time we weren't sure of what to do - Wellwells . . . managed to watch rm ep 146 todayys with guests : uhm jung hwa and kim sang kyung (omgomg we share the same birthday heheh) . Actually enjoyed this ep cause of the betrayal group being in the spotlight :D
Nawws today could've been our last time playing table tennis . . . hmph . . . srsly my luck with sports is rly aint on my side during our senior years . Missed out on euro and many tt comps . nvm to say todays , not a happy chap at all :(
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Hahah well yeaahs todayy was just not my day rly . . . yeaahs guess we'll just leave it to that (:
Ahh yeaahs nmnm todayys . I've just begun to plan for my birthday lunch/event/etc . Legit first time organising anything as such . . . bring on the lostness from yday (Y) nahhs i just don't wanna go overboard , but i have no idea of who to consult . . . Don't even know who to invite so as to make it a fun time but also not to leave anyone out . But then again , i might as well invite the whole grade ? Ionos anymoree hahah , i know you would be of such help righht now if youu weren't as busy with the work affairs . . . sah yeaahs , i shall become capable to organise a two hour event , let's do this (:
I have no idea of whats going on around me nows . Can't seem to get my priorities righht . With a birthday edging to me as well as the english assessment and chem module exam running alongside it . . . Whoas this is already too much to take in - esp all the organisation work and thaats - And wait what ? You've moved right into my suburb ? Please , such surprises and aftershock situations do not exist . . . but hoping it's true deep down hahah . Oh yeahhs so today we lunched at superdish , nawws no wayys i was gonna sit next to youu thoughs . Sorries it would be sahh awks since im avoiding youu like crayy . Anwayys today i've been clouded over by lostness sighhs ._.
Woke up at crayy times and trained it to sydney uni for physics . Had two sessions with a chilled break in between . Think the teachers had wayy too much trust in us for the whole dayy . Well anywayys there were wayy too many moments today . . . wth shadows ? What was wrong with youu today ? Can youu not scare me like that with the sudden change :O Please no eye contact and uhh the stalking . . . omgomgwhatomg . . . whats going on ?? ><
p.s. the day was actually really great :D
Omg too many moments whilst catching other people's eyes , accidentally might i add . Arghh iono why my eyes keep wandering everywhere .-. maybes im just casually being bored in class nows , should concentrate hahah . Some huge face always seems to be in the wayy of my out of space stare/gaze . Ionos , cheeks always goes red like crayy when me and whoever is in my eyes' way , look at each other . I rly dislike it when im caught off guard like that hahah everytime :L
So came home to a box of zumbarons today and was utterly shocked . Did not even know rents took a trip to balmain and rozelle for this treat . Well yeaahs iono how to describe todays , i guess there were too many moments due to my absence yday . But dunno whats up with shadows nowadays , not very athletically successful hahah , cmon shadows concentrate and win them :L Revenging on retard has become such a effortless job esp with the incidental help of marshmallows , oppa and shadows . What ? Heard there was a plan to stare at someone on fri , hopefully youu guys were talking about me hahah or else its a bit weird for me to know . Hmms and something about its easy to see things when your an outsider ? Wow , about me again ? Seriously its just we have our telepathic moments , its not like there's something b/w us . But youu thinking that , is just providing a shortcut for this vengeance plot . Ahh wells , we shall see how things go - hopefully more moments to decrease the plot life - Anwayys wow there were too many moments from tutor after school too hahah . Yesyes sahh it was a great dayy (:
Sickness , took the day off todays to recover for the rest of the term . Could barely breathe and sleep last nighht so thank goodness for todays hahah . Well yeaahs after resting , hopped onto twitter , and thats when my tiredness began , so much happened todays . Well mehs after all that catching up , started on the eco hw ; all about the fed budget . My gosh all that political talk drove me crayy , ahh wells its all over nows , couldnt be bothered to stay up all night - and plus still a little drowsy from the sickies - well nighhts (:
Continuing on from our weekend celebrations , watched the latest ep of barefooted friends and began on the variety show : we got married global edition . Omg heheh the couples are sahh amazing . Even with the cultural background as a barrier , they still made it through with the effort of love hahah . The two couples are too sweet , both taecyeon-guigui and hongki-mina :O love them , making me so envious and really looking forward to marriage :L
Should've been vegetarian and thaats today but ahh wells :D Well we decided to have it classy tonight at our dinner table . Just serving up medium well steak with a hash brown and side veggies accompanied with a glass of central victoria's 2010 shiraz - oh and also handed the pandora gift over too at the table with father (: - HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MAMA !! ♥
Just casually avoiding both of youu todays cause i just can't conc well on anything . Wishh oppa was there for me , but just some situations pop out of the blue and just kills everything .-. Anwayys we had the lunch at one of canley's viet restaurants today (:
After seeing people play candy crush during the chem excursion , i have ultimately become addicted to playing it too - but i guess it's great that i have an older phone which prevents me playing it all day , everyday - But then the term 'game addiction' reminds me of the drama Flower boy next door . Remembering all that talk was about game addiction and how that is only because rents dont understand . Nahhs it's more like that feeling of rebellion at a young age ? Actually not rlys , just a relaxation turned into a boredom filler (:
Last official ortho appointment and last part of our athletics carnival todayy . Gonna miss the crest and the warm relaxation of laying back and other people's competitiveness all around me . Ahh last time see the school altogether , nawws everyone looked so connected today hahah (:
Early morning for us chem students ; cause school reckons 8:15 wasn't early enough , they decided to change it to 8 at the very last minute .-. So most people came pretty much on time cept some - who lived what ? like two minutes from the school ?! these guys hahah - anwayys so we set off to the station whilst drinking up&go and just casually chatting with our friends . The rest of the day was pretty packed and all thaats . Most of us fell asleep during the video section hahah and then became lost when the guides were asking us questions from the videos . Ahh and then suddenly my height fears come out of nowhere , aiyaa srsly i should somehow get rid of them .-. so yeaahs after we finished touring around HMAS ONSLOW and VAMPIRE and 'learning' all about conservation and restoration , we headed back home . Some of us just stayed on the train and took it all the way to cabra . Considering my level of concern for the rents driving me back and forth , just stayed with the guys and headed off to tutor afterwards . Too much candy crush and those icon/brands guessing games today , and even became a tad addicted all the way till the last minute before class . Wonderful day , all so sunny too heheh :L
Strong opening for the beastly guests for this week's rm ep 144 hahah : cha in pyo , ricky kim , seo jang hoon . But somehow our mongji escaped the choas and won at the critical moment , true ace (Y) Throughout the whole ep the guests made such a difference and even managed to lead the filming on - in cha in pyo's case - Ah and rly thought that the 'god of entertainment' was on gwangsoo's side again during the shoe kicking mission hahah but nahhs jaesuk ended it beautifully there . Oh and must mention the absolutely intense match between the ttakji kings ( kjk and mc yoo) that lasted for an hour - wows seriously going all out to fight for that title - and becoming such motivation for my studies hahah . And yesyes jaesuk ultimately redeemed himself , woo ! The old/previous ttakji wang's comeback was such a highlight (:
Since we had our last period off - after the lengthy meeting - decided to head off to parra for a last minute mother's day gift . After browsing through many shops , the promotion at pandora caught my eye . Don't particularly walked into those stores , but after the entrance , it rly did feel like another world . It was rly of another class , but shall aim to slow my pace down and fit in with the chic composed customers hahaha . So yeaahs got mama a necklace consisting of a silver pendant with a freshwater pearl dangling from that , and the bracelet - without clips - which came with the promotion . Dearly thank the pandora employees for helping me create unforgettable moments for mama ♥ Oh whilst i was there , ordered myself one of the birthstone rings - the moonstone was actually pretty upclose - nows i shall await for the call . Very productive day indeed :D
As the sun rises above the city , we believe that everything in front of our eyes is but a dream . But when the night falls , the operation for those who search for a different dream begin . They harm others , and are also hurt by others . Even if they do not wish to do so . That is something inevitable , their destiny . But that time captures the attention of people . The time that you want to escape but not stop . Where it ends , not many people know . Similarily , there are not many who know where it began . . .
- Holyland opening
Inspirational four episodes - loved dongho and hoon's acting - Shortest drama i've watched , yet one of the more impactful ones (:
Star trekkin it todays . Actually first time rly propelled to watch a star trek movie , yet havent shifted out a time slot for thaat . Shall do that soon , looks pretty good and reviews have been excellent too (:
Oh look what we received todays ^ It looks like seft took a piece of our childhood out and placed it righht infront of us during englishh . Nawws miss those innocent carefree days (:
Omo time flies , today was out last crosscountry carnival everr . Did a mixture of running and walking with my cyanide and mr.roars . Came 21st/22nd - seeing as they only gave placings for top 20 - ahh wells , twas great conversing and laughing about with peoples :D So the day mainly consisted of running waitress errands for teachers whilst missing out on javelin and the house game section . But ofc saw the shadows running , nawws there there on the race placing - and why sahh lonered for the day ? ): - but ehehe pretty sight indeeds . This day shall be continued next thursday (:
So today was our first day , it shouldve been a great dayy , but it was a gloomy one ^ Well we got back a few of our exams and got our student ids . But yeaahyeaahs the weather wasn't terribly great to begin the day off either , sahh yeaahs .-. Hopefully we'll have a beautiful sunny day tmrs - considering it's out last athletics carn - just chillin back and catching up with everyone (:
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